I've been a MIA on my blog due to my summer program I took part in with the school I will be attending in the fall, Parsons. I don't know if the word Intense describes what I was going through for 6 weeks it's justice. I'm very grateful for it all though because it prepared me for what's coming this fall. I'm officially a college design student! I'm so fu%*ing excited for what my future holds, anyways, what I wrote below was something I typed up in my drafts as I transitioned from high school life to my college summer classes. I was a bit emotional. This post is personal and reminds me so much of a post I did in January entitled progressing hence the title of this post.
I am reaching this point within myself which is sort of scaring me and just a tad bit exciting for me at the same time. Change is inevitable, I do not mind changes occurring in my own life but drastic changes is a very different story. The moment where I can feel myself growing and evolving is such a gratifying moment but honestly brings me worry. I'm entering this new chapter of my life and this new chapter is honestly very different from my last. I'm entering college, where I'm basically in training to transfer my passion into a profession, I don't want no distractions and right now I'm beginning to see some things and honestly some people as a distraction to me reaching my goals. I want to start new. I need to eliminate the negatives and keep and bring forth the positives weather it's people, objects, feelings and so on. This new chapter of mine is beyond my attendance at Parsons, Its most importantly about the birth of this new Sabla` I'm yearning for more, this clean slate, and I know its approaching, I might just be here this very moment.